The words “motivation” and “reinvention” sound like buzzwords taken out of a business seminar somewhere for wannabe executives. I hate mundane topics, but sometimes have a hard time realizing what to do to make those topics not so mundane. For example, I’ve reinvented a whole lot of things in my life over the last few months, but I can’t seem to find out how to portray the excitement I feel at having done so. New job, new place to live, new personal situation, even a (rare for me) vacation thrown in for good measure.
I’ve started many posts with the best of intentions, but after a few lines, the words seem…mundane. So I surmise I’ve been lacking the proper motivation to write. Scratch that, i always have motivation to write, but I’ve been lacking the correct inspiration. Which is hard to believe, since I’ve had a lot that I’ve wanted to write about, but the words just…haven’t been cooperating.
I realized I’m doing what I’ve done for the majority of my life: I’m putting too much pressure on myself. If I can’t make a monumental difference or change, I feel I’m spinning my wheels and wasting my time. I have to remember something my thesis director told me years ago: He asked me, “How do you eat an elephant?” when I asked how to even start working on the long and arduous process of writing a thesis. He then provided the answer, “One bite at a time.” So, since I can’t turn my new condo into a model house for the Hollywood scene, I decided to affect what I could: I patched some holes in the drywall, bought matching paint at the local hardware store and filled in a few holes of color, hung some pictures and curtains to add color and personality, and suddenly, I feel a whole different attitude about coming home. I’m much more comfortable here, and even entertain the thought of…entertaining. Although since I jettisoned my dining room furniture a few moves ago, entertaining per se is a bit of a challenge, but the point is if I wanted to, I could without embarrassment.
Now I need to rein in my high expectations regarding my writing, remember to take small bites while eating that elephant, and just take on a little at a time.
I had to share this on facebook. It’s timely and applies to all of us. Thanks.
Thank you, Steve! Very glad you got some enjoyment out of it. Tell your Facebook people to send me some writing ideas!